Wednesday, March 18, 2009

i can't

i can't stop crying.
i can't focus.
i can't stop worrying.
i can't wait anymore.

i'm scared as fuck.
scared so bad.
something i want so badly. so incredibly badly.
my heart hurts.
i want it so badly..soooo badly.
i worked so hard.
other's have gotten it already but not me.
why.
why not me.
i can't stop crying. i can't stop!

its the stress.
people don't know. they say they know
but they don't know. they don't understand.

uci. its all i ever wanted.

2 comments:

  1. I am so sorry sweetie! Please email me if you need to "talk". Let me know what I can do.
    Love ya, B

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  2. Hey babe...just checking in on you.

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